the death of 2010..

1/1/2011

tarikh anniversary ibu n bapa ku yg ke-19..haha

dan juga tarikh dmane aku akn semula ke uitm sarawak..wtf?

haa...

berat gk hati nk tggl kn ape yg aku ade kt sni..

tp smntare je kn.. so xpe lh..

skang ni pnt gle2...

bru abes packing beg..

care yg paling kabut skali time buat 2...

bru pas mkn..

mmg ngntk tahap gaban..haha

jmpe qla husin pgi td..

mkn roti ngan die..

bngong bdk 2..

tp cml je..

mlu je pndg die..fufu

aku skang ni rase berat sgt hati nk tggl kn tmpt aku ni..

da slese sgt da kt sni...

rndu r sume org nnt..

ha!

aku ni..

bilik nk tdo pn x jmpe lg..

rmh sewa x dpt lg...

esok jla aku g crik...

anyway..

sbnanye bnyk bnda aku nk cite..

tp..

dsbb kn ngantk..

aku x dk idea..haha

2011..

aku tmt kn dgn..

syg aku pd famly,kwn..

ngan qla husin..=]

syg die..

n also..

gudbye 2010..

saya aqilah binti husin.

buai tinggi-tinggi sampai ke puncak awan! (:

p/s: naim gila cakap blog dye rosak. ngok punye budak! HAHA

nk pegi dah..

firstly..

sory gle lah..

lme x update blog..ehehe

haa...

nk abes da cuti..

aku rse mls gle nk blek sne blek..

rse best da hdup kt sni..

kluarge kt sni..

kwn2 ade..

ko pn ade gk sni..yay~ haha

tp..nk abes da mse 2..

aku just nyesal..

x spend time btl2..

sdy2..

haa..

x best laa..

tp..

kne r gk tggl kn sume ni utk smntare..kn?

sume org pn wt cmtu..

aku pn x tkrcuali..

x pe lh..

bg aku bnda ni sume hnye ntuk mse ni je.

nnt jmpe blek..

aku pasti 2..hehe

well..

2 je aku nk cite dlu...k?

bye for now..=]

loser

trase dri ku ini sperti knk2..

loser abes..haha

haa

terase dri ku ini budak2..

x layak lh..

ting3....bell of rest has appeared..

first sem is almost over...

when i looked back when i finished school..

and was sent here..

i was only a naive young boy..

but after seing all the things here.

doing things.

it teaches me to be a more matured guy..

ya know..

we learn things through stuff people says and through experience.

when i experience things on my own..i just though that..

i must be a better guy than i was..

that to me is maturing in thinking..

so..

every time someone says something..give me advice and stuff..

i just give it a quick think and make a conclusion to what they say..

and maybe i'll use it in my life situations..haha

so..

even though sometimes we make mistakes..and we do..

and it makes us feels so guilty,,

so afraid..

we just have to face it..

and accept it..

cause..anything that we do..is our own responsibilities..

and things is not as worst that we expect it to be..

that is what i've learn on my time here..

p/s; sorry for the late post...im just lazy..=]

dream..

haaaa...

i had this dream earlier..

but b4 that..

i just sorta want to ask this..

but..

dreams, to me..

dreams is way more active and fun in the morning till afternoon..

dunno why..

but it happens to me a lot actually..

heh..kinda good 2..huhu

all right..

back to the story..

i was dreaming about a girl..

were alone..

and somehow..

it ended up..im on top of her..

but~

this is not a 18 n above dream ladies n gentlemen~

so i just stop..

n got back up..haha

so...it got me thinking..

can i do what i did in the dream..

in the real world..

i hope so..haha

oh~ slmt hari raya~ wahahaha

that's all folks!

meaning

do you know why i love you?
bcause..
for the 18 years that i have lived..
you are the best thing that have hppnd to me..
and..
i dont want to share that with anybody..
i just dont..
mybe its selfish of me to say this but..
i just cant..
i want to be your source of happiness..
i want to be your crying shoulder..
i want to be yours..
and i am yours..
aqilah binti husin..
im yours..

sikit2 lame2 jd jht

tmpt bru ni..

sdikit sbnyk mmbuat prubahan kpd kite..

sbb tu...

aku amek mse aku ntuk..

fkir btl ke x..

baek ke jht..

aku still waras..

so..

aku x dk r rsau sgt..huhu

assgmnt je rsau..

mls nk buat..haha

fufu

aku xnk hilang ape yg aku dpt slame 19 taun aku hidup ni..

nk jmpe blek sume..

fmli aku..

awek ku..haha lv u..

=]

jmpe t sume..

hehe

haha~
aku x rsau laa psl kite~
wahaha~
out!

equation

when this here.

plus this.

equals to this little cutie.

it sucks.

end.

sile cube

hui

ah..

aku benci duduk surang2..

aku nk rse hidup..

aku x ngntk..

aku nk kuar..

kabut!

haha

title bajet je..

hdup aku skang ok je..

x dk tgesa2..

x dk yg drsau kn sgt..

pkare2 kcik je..

tp..keadaan ni brubah r nnt..

pas bla ke srwk..

jd kusut kabut sume laa blek kot..

dga cite org srwk sne..

ske buli2 org..

ayooo tkottt..huhu

sya x mau kne buli..

sya baek!

ha..

brg nk bwk pn x tw ape..

truk je..

aku sbnrnye..

x trurus r skang..

sdy je..

haaa..

hrp pasni..

aku brubah!

jd..org yg lg bgs..

nk blaja tol2..

aku nk sbuk kn dri..

aku nk ltih blek bdn n minda aku ni..

lame sgt bkrat kt rumah..

oh..

aku ade pkir2 pe yg bole jd or btukar time aku hjrah sne t..

ade yg aku tkot..

ade yg aku ske..

pape pn..aku redah jla..

g pn..ade org ngan aku..

x dk r rsau sgt..

tp kne usehe gk! kne! kne! kneeee!!!

haaa..

pe lg?

bnyk g kne buat..

pape pn..

aku pkir esok la~

haha

mls la mlm ni..

ni tulis pn ade org pakse..

peh..

ugt siap..

tkot aku..

hahaha

orait..

2 je..

aslmmlkm..

p/s: tlg buke minda! (ntuk sume)

this picture of a jar says everything..

gle

buat aku cmni..

x bst laa..

thahaha~

hihi

wei...

korang..

aku tggu raye datang..

ea..

haa..

mase cpt laa skang..

ntuk aqilah bt husin

sry..

n

syg kmo..

eh?

dengan slesema yg dpt ni..

sume bnda jd x best...

bnci nk mmpos..

td..

aku ade tgk blg2 org laen..

then..

dr stu...

aku sda yg..

tiap2 kali aku tgk blg org..

aku jd sdey...

aku rse surg laa..

ktingglan sgt rse die..

aku pn x tw npe..

rse sunyi je..

haaa..

mse2 cmni laa best lpak rmai2..

time ni laa aku nk pg lepak kat tmpt rmai org..

welll..

2 je nk bg tw...

babai..

i'm sick...

seleseme laaa....bnci gle..

demam x pe..

selseme..batuk..

aaa...bnci gle..

x bst..

x slese..

nk wt pape pn jd x dek mood..

pastu..

cm bengong je..

khayal je jd..

cm mamai je slalu..

huhu

jd cmtu..

best nyorok dlm slimut skang...huhu

haa..

nk mushroom soup..

campbell pnye...

sdp time hujan..

panas2..

haa

nk..

ish...lame nye x update...

sory aku lame x update..

demam laa...ehehe

gle lme x update..

bjanggut cukur blek..

bru update...wahaha

ha..

waktu pagi update nih..

tdo lambat..

bru pas tgk cite the crazzies..

best~

haha

genre? zombie,infected,

kne tgk..

ha..

ade budak sakit time ni..

cian die..

tdo awl lak 2..

x bgtw..huhu

haaa~

nk cite ape lg ea?

yg psl umrah 2..

nnt2 aku tulis..

mls gle...

...

well...

2 je kot..

okie~

2 je..

daaa~

haih~

ish..

nth pape je...

cm bdo btul..

huh?

i don't believe in that we know someone completely..

i think that..

everyone can change..

can add new things,

new emotions in their life..

stuff that we've never seen before in someone that we've known for years..

the cause of this is from the influence around them..

it can happen to anyone..

including you n me..

so..

i believe that we can learn,see and experience new and amazing form of nature in someone..

even though we are close to them..

even though we think we know every inch of them..

there's always a possibility of change in people..

we must also learn to accept n adapt to this new form of style..

but a word of caution..

if this new style doesn't suit you and anyone in around this person..

try to remove this bad way from them before it becomes a habit and roots itself to the person's personality and heart..

by then..

it would be easier to a tooth out of yer' mouth than removing the bad habit..

so~

do it quickly..yeah?

well...thanks for readin'..

i hope it helps in anyway..

that's it for now..

toodles~

*i think i have posted something like this before..hmm...oh well~

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

ttbe rse mrh...huhu

bngang siot!!!

move lah!

haha

aku rase..

dlm harini je..

rmai da post bnda sme..

rmai da cte psl sdey,suke,gembira,nges dieorg..

aku pn ade gk cite..

result.

aku..

mse nk amek..

sjuk sgt..

tkot..

tgk mke bdk2 yg hapi,nges sume..

buat aku lg cuak..

tp...

sme gk..

da ttlis da pn kt krtas 2..

amek jla..

last2..

aku tgk..

aku ni..

tgolong dlm org2 yg frust ngan kptusn spm..

x bole ckp bnyk laa..

blaja maen2..

amek laa result taek..

pdn mke..

pape pn..

harini..

aku bsyukur..

dpt result cmtu..

mybe..

bkn rzeki aku kt stu..

n

aku hapi..

dpt jmpe mmber2 aku yg lme da tggl kn..

mybe x bnyk lg da dpt jmpe..

kN?

evn result truk cm ehem2..

stil..

kne trus jln gak..

bkn gtu?

nk sdey2 kjp bole laa..

nk lbey2..

da blaja cm taek mntak lbey2..

mntak pnampa je..huhu

so~ trus mju ke depan!

even plahan..

even susa..

aku rse..

kte sume x surg..

rmai ade..

fmli,mmber,sdare,ckgu..

tuhan yg satu sntiase mndgr..

kn?

owh..

do you know the guy who says.

"if first u don't succeed, try and try and try again"?

yeah..

i'm gonna follow this guy..

he seems cool~ ehehe

theme song for this post,

dare you to move_by_switchfoot

kete yg aku nk!!

aku and kebanyakan org laen yg kat dunie ni..sume suke pg laot kn? lg2 dpt pulau yg cntek..or mybe a lagoon...gle...ae jernih,bnyk hidupan laot n a beautiful sunset to finish it off..

haa...heaven on earth..

owh..aku klu pg tmpt2 cmtu..aku nk kete cmni~

first choice aku! proton arena~ kete buatan negara kite ni..

aku x taw npe aku minat kete type cmni..tp antare kete ni ngan storm..aku plih ni..

sbb...aku ske reka bntuk die...

semi-pickup...mmg best..=]

second choice aku~ haha

kete encik kacang ni...mr bean~ mmg best kn kete die?

owh! ni bukan cooper ea..ni aston martin taw2..

kete ni..aku ske..mmg lawa..haha

lastly~

van ni..

volkswagen pnye..

mmg aku nk..

bwk g beach mne2..mmg lawa r..

cm hippie sket r tp..

da lawa~ nk wat cmne kn? huhu

aku minat laa kete2 lame2..

design die..mmg best..

nk2.

bli kan satu~

wawawawoot..

mood : bosan

cuaca : baek

lagu : sugar ray_into yasterday

aku...

ddk rmh..

cm kat ats d tlis..

bsn..

aku bce r blog org laen..

gle best..

hdup dieorg..

haa..

aku jles r sbnr nye..

aku hdup..

tp..

aku rse cm..

mlepas..

dunie ni besa..

aku nk tgk..

sume..

aku da lame x glak btl2..

aku nk blek mmber2 aku..

wei korang! dgr x?? aku nk korg laa!! bosan sial!!

qla..jom pegi pnang..

lpak tepi pantai die..

just lepak2..

rlek2..

mnum ae..

matahari memancar terang..

laot biru..

pasir msuk sliper..

ade ketam jln..

pcik nelayan bru naek..

ngan bot lame yg kecik 2..

wrne merah stripe putih..

ade rumpai laot kat jale die..

ikan pn bnyk..

haha

ddk ngan kmo..

snap2 pic..

tgk2 org..

maen kat ae..

bdk2 buat sand castle..

org jual ae..

mnum ae..lyn ngan kopok lekor..

gle~ sedap..

haa..

aku nk 2..

nk sgt..

...

bnda nk wat : naek mto..pack pape ptt...pg pnang..

blog aku da rosak..

aku tuka2..jd cmni..haa

t laa buat blek..

robot yg se-makin rosak..

semua program robot sblum ini.

da jd laen.

tdk lagi brfungsi sperti sblum ini.

tidak lagi mngikut arahan dgn mudah.

adakah robot suda rosak?

dijangkiti virus yg d'download dr org.

mybe.

yg ku taw.

robot suda smakin mgikut hati nya.

hati?

robot mpunyai hati kh?

apa pn sbb nya.

robot suda mula mminta.

mmpunyai demand nya yg sndri.

robot pna m'nanya ku.

adakah sya (robot) mmnting kn dri?

aku hnya mmpu bdiam dri.

x mmpu.

x mmpnyai jwpn ntuk soalannya.

soalan yg mmbuat ku tfkr.

ada benar dlm prbuatn nya.

ada juga slh.

ada baek.

ada bruk.

robot mrasakn ktdk puasan hati.

kpd ktdk adiln yg brlaku kpd nya.

yg dlkukan olh org2 dskllg nya.

yg mmbuat nya mnjadi bgitu.

sprti mmntgkn dri.

ttp.

rsa itu.

sgt mggu hdup nya.

dgn brbuat bgtu.

robot juga sprti xdk adil.

bukan?

aku.

rse.

brsft adil.

adlh brlainan kpada pmegang sft nya.

bnr bkn?

huhu

ha.

ye?

pnt?

oh.

mau caz bat3.

ok2.

pg whai robot.

smpn tnaga.

krna esok.

akn dtg.

log_0FF

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wei!!

aku chenta sama aqilah husin!!!

prasaan..

slh aku ke..

klu slh aku..

npe aku yg sdy sgt..

npe aku yg nges..

npe ea?

sjuk....x dk org..

...............

well this sucks...

oit!

saya sayang sama aqilah binti husin!!!

update dpakse~

haha...

sya kne update..

boss bnyk mrh sma sya x update lama suda..

bnyk bsing itu boss..haha

pndek lg..

gji pun x dpt..

mau sara handphon sja...

bnyk pkai duet maa...

ok..

skang sya bnyk rndu sma classmate sya..

suda bnyk mggu x dak jmpa..

kata mau jln2 sma sya..

tp suma x dk call sma sya..

sdy sja..

huhu

nk pg jln!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

duet!! mau duet!!!

(jd gle sket last2 skali)